Lissa White

For only a moment
I felt alive
I felt wanted
For only a moment
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Depression is my religion
I lay my emotions at the altar
As I worship in my pain
What do I have to gain
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Looking for some hope
A way to cope
I just need something to hold on to
To help me make it through
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Do you have any idea how badly I want to make you mine?
I try so hard to be casual and balance on that thin line
But there is a sweetness within you
That light that surrounds you.
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The Fog Of My Broken Heart

The fog of my broken heart
The dark fog that imprisons my soul
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Someone died today
How sad for those involved
Problem solved
According to the state
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Sleep is a wonderful escape
Like the man hiding behind the black cape
Body begging for sleep
Praying for my soul to keep
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He lured me in again with happily ever after
and a future full of love and laughter
I gave him a second chance
I repeated that dance
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As the song goes ' I would of loved you any way '
No one could of stood in my way
No matter what they all say
I would of loved you any way
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My journey has taken me down roads not traveled by most
Surely you jest, not saying it to boast
I have had many good times in life
and many more times of worry and strife
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That dark place has captured me
and refuses to set me free
I am so tired of living like this
I think of everything I miss
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As you drift off to sleep
After we pray to the Lord your soul to keep
When our prayers are said and done
No more laughter, no more sun
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I feel like I no longer exist
A black hole of nothingness
Swallowing up myself
Where am I at?
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My heart feels numb
Frozen as cold as the snow covered ground
Feeling so lost and alone
In my agony I moan
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Long red hair flowing in the wind
As she runs about and plays with her friend
She was such a rowdy girl
Who would rather play with the boys
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Tony’s tears
Fall silently
On his face
Looking for a trace
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Waiting for the wonderful
To shine through the clouds
That is my daily existence
Where is the sun?
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I see clearly
A list of all my weaknesses
According to societies standards
I know my faults well
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My life is so dark
There is no light
I try with all my might
to hold on tight
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Angel with the broken wing
She no longer has a song to sing
Wondering around lost and alone
No one can hear her agonizing moan
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