Lauren Kiczula

Just when i found myself soaring
All the strings that held me up were cut
I fell back to earth
my breath knocked out of me
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to soar among the heavens
wind rushing past
giving way to the blackness around
to soar among the heaves
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Shadows growing
Midnight Approaching
Cats a Meowing
Wolfs are singing
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I know she's tried to kill herself
I know how she tried
I know how she was found
I know she's cut
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I really don't want to do this
But I have no other choice
No matter how hard I resist
No matter what else I try
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Names mean nothing
Just part of a whole
I have many names none complete
why do words have so much power?
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The burning on the top of my leg
is just a reminder of what ive done
while my friends only see
the well practiced smile
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Why is it every time life gets hard
I come back to you
Lately it seems like your a drug
And I'm addicted
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Why do i just sit
and watch the time fly by
why do i hesitate to resonate what resides in my heart
the one who fears nothing
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I want to see feel and do all that i can in this life time
i want to do so much its hard to contain
i want feel so much that
i have no way to describe the spectrum of emotion
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I can't take it any more
I need to run I need to fly
I want to get away and hide
Though time and tide will not abide
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