krysten slater Poems

cuz theirs an empty space where you should be, im left to figure it on my own. to figure out how a man show be and how he should act towards me. im left alone to figure out what unconditional love feels like. so i run from one set of wrong arms to the next, because you left no example to follow. no trace of you ever existing, no scent or proof to say i was daddys little girl. so again and again i run in to the wrong set of arms looking for the attention i crave.
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closer than blood and deeper in my heart than the air I breath.touched deep down to the core of my soul and caressed it gently. taught me to learn to love me, enjoy me and accept my flaws. with such determination grabs my hand, and leads me toward a future that i was once afraid to reach for. my inspiration to push forward. and when i fall or stumble as we all do, your sure to catch me just before i hit the ground. i could never repay you for the time and energy you put into me, but ill spend forever trying.
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I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE I COULD SAFE WITH YOU
THAT I COULD STOP FEELING THIS CONSTANT PAIN AND SORROW
BUT BEING WITH YOU IS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER, UP AND DOWN, DEPRESSED AND A MESSED
YOU MADE ME HATE MYSELF, FEELTING AS IF I WERE NOTHING
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when are you gonna realize
im my own person
im not you or the child you once knew
you cant move me or change my thoughts to yours
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So you have a problem with the way i am
get over it
you made me this way
if im self-conscious
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cant sleep, cant think, cant breathe

i just want it to be over, i need it to be over
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i stare at an empty bed untouched
the place where his head would lay to rest
where dreams would begin and end
i cant help but have this empty feeling in the pit of stomach
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