Kristina Bowman

I guess it was an akward start
Looking at each other not far apart
Smiles here and there with red on our cheeks
Thought we've only known each other a few weeks
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I'm Standing At Your Funeral Ready To Say Good Bye
I'm Standing at your funeral ready to cry
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The sun slowly fell
Behind the horizion
Oh can you smell
The mist falling from the gray sky
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I'll never forget that heart breaking day
The moment you ruined my life
The day I had nothing to say
I started in my room you held me then you said
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I get this feeling in my heart whenver you pass
I question myself why I didn't let this last
My heart breaks with every tear I shed
As I pull my knees to my chest as I lay on my bed
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When I look ino my mirror ofcourse I see me with that same person
Their face is blurred but they keep hitting me
I look at myself as my tears worsen
My bruises get darker
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The Rampage
The Pressure
The Stress
All build on my shoulders
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Will my first love be you?
Will our love love stay true?
Will you be my first kiss?
Will you be the man I miss?
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Sitting in my garden of sad tears and fresh bloomed flowers
Looking up as it rains, lovely April Showers
Tears of salt mix with rain of not
Make the flowers grow only faster
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Is it wrong for me to love more than one
Is it okay to be confussed on who won
I'm in love with four and can't choose
I'm scared to pick, I'm scared to loose
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It All Started Here
(In The Dark)
Keep Your Eyes Closed
(I Bet You Can Smell My Fear)
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My life was ruined by one mistake
From that point on my life was fake
Here and there there were a few real smiles
Still feeling as if i want to run for miles
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Yeah I remember those time

Don't you?
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It started out nice and in a slow beat
And like most songs we sped up
After all this time, you have kept me swept off my feet
Time goes on and we have to stop
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I really wish I could redo what I did
Fix everything and take back what I said
You're all I want and nothing more
I'm shaking so much, my heart is sore
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My heart is beating really fast
Is this normal?
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As I walk along this narrow hall
Everything is blocked out
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Im lost in this world
I watch it go around
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I lay there with my head in my hand
My chest cut open, my blood in the sand
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Please Hold Me Close
And Wipe My Tears.
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