keri caldwell

the day you left
was just like the rest
the day you left
no hugs, no kisses, no I love you
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Thanks for the compliment
it really helps
Thats makes me one step forward
but then when i think things are, going great
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Things that wont be spoken
I love you
yah right
you must be joken
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Who am I?
you asks as I sit across the room
Who am I?
you will never know
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Are you happy?
you finally did it.
you push all the wrong buttons
Are you happy?
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Alone
even in a large group
I am alone.
Alone
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Spring has come
and winter is gone
Its time for some mother, daughter
fun in the sun
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What it is like
to close to the edge
and dream of death.
What it is like
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Never again
will i be happy
Never again
will i smile and mean it
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I hate it
Cant fake it
day in and day out
I try to break it
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To say you dont belong
to always be wrong
the things that make you try
the things that make you want cry
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This thing you try to put me in
The mold
or what i am told
you push, you pull
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The secrets I keep make it hard to breathe
I keep the deep inside only for my pride
The secrets are getting hard to hide
Because the scars on my arms
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the anger
i feel for people
brings me too close for comfort
to close to death
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Every name you call me
such as lazy, good for nothing,
waste of a human being.
pushes me.
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