kendra swan

i seem happy but deep down i'm broken inside.
i don't try to show it because no ONE knows how i feel inside.
and i can't express the way i feel.
in some words i can like: lost, careless, and confused
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All i see in him is hope, fear, regret, and pain.
I caused him pain when i left.
He regrets causing me to leave,
But he hopes i will forgive him.
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emptiness. sadness. anger. betrayal.
these are the only four things i feel.
i've longed to have a hour with my family. just up.
siting. talking. laughing. no i cant crack now.
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i haven't seen him in a while.
AND yet he comes up to me at school and talks to me all
i can do is smile like a fool
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Six days of peaceful bliss,
In amazing Camp Aldersgate.
Sundays on Mondays are sweeter than a kiss,
Will put you in a coma induced state.
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Dalton, your as sweet as can be.
You take all the sadness away.
You wouldn't hurt me, as far as I can see.
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I walked down a endless black tunnel.
I gave up hope and I gave up looking.
I wasn't truly happy.
I wore fake smiles.
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I have to say one last thing before i go,
I still care.
I can't stop thinking bout you.
I worry bout you non stop.
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Your the reason i smile.
your the reason i laugh.
Your the reason i hurt.
Your the reason i cry.
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There i lie in the darkest corner of my mind.....
hoping wishing this was all a dream but its reality....
being made fun of for who u are is reality....
being judged is reality....
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This constant throbbing in my heart will not go
away even wen im not talkin/thinkin bout her.
It will not stop.
its slowly being torn out of me.
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Reality is that the world is cruel.
Reality is that love is hard.
Reality is that no matter what u say or do someone will stand in your way.
Reality is life.
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My voice shouts for you...
You answer my call...
My arms reach out for you...
You take me in your embrace...
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I'm not sure what it is but something about you changes me.
Something about you brings out a part of me i lost to depression.
My smiles are real again.
My laughs have purpose yet again.
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I'm surrounded by people but yet i'm all alone.
People talk to me but i'm only half their friend.
I'm being suffocated by my lonliness and i'm scared
to death that the emptyness will engulf me.
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I think about you all the time.
You are never off my mind.
All you have to do is call my
my name and i'll be there for
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Its amazing how one person can destroy you with one word.
Bye.
Thats all it takes.
My heart aches.
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When you are around me i can't help but to smile.
The thought of you sends a jolt of faith, hope, love, and joy
throughout my heart.
Hope and faith that someday we can be together again.
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My family is nature.
My mother is the sun, her wisdom shines bright through the darkest days.
My father is the trees, lending strength and protection when we are weak and vulnerable.
My sister Kassie is a single rose, she has qualities of other family but proves she is independent.
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Our love will last through the hate.
Some may say that us finding each other so early is luck but i say its fate.

You are now my heartbeat, without you i'm as good as dead.
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