Kelsea Osterman Poems

Hurting and crying are what I'm doing.
It seems like just yesterday I was smiling and laughing in your arms.
It seems just like not even five minutes ago
I was telling you I loved you more then anythin in the world.
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There are three words that can shatter my heart.
There are three words that can make me cry.
There are three little words that can hurt me forever.
But there are three words that can make everything better
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Hurting and in shame.
What I did has no words.
What I said can never be undone.
What we shared was the best thing ever.
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This is my last good bye.
This is the last time you will ever have to hear me tell you I love you.
This is the last time I'll ever screw up.
This is the last time I'll ever feel trapped.
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Can you look me in the eyes.
Can you tell me you love me.
Can you say it over and over again.
Can you really say it and mean it.
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Missing you with all my heart.
Crying all night because
I can never hear you say 'I love you' again.
Feeling like I never did enough.
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When you found me,
God I was so ready.
I was so ready to give up.
To surrender.
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Sitting here once again all alone.
Wishing I was once again in your arms.
I can't take this pain no more.
I can't stand the hurt I feel.
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I shake as I put the blade to my skin.
Slash, as I open the white delicate flesh.
Drip, as it lands on the floor.
Cry, as I sit in the middle of the room and think.
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It's funny how I thought I really knew you.
I let you know the real me and in return I had my Heart broken.
It just goes to show that you can't always trust your heart.
But see the biggest problem was
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