Katty Briones

There is a whole universe inside of me
But its being sucked into a black whole
A fiery pit of hurt and anger
For some reason I don't do anything about it
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I am a mess
Covered in cheap makeup
And wearing hand-me-downs
That barely even fit me
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My head hurts from all these memories
Of all these things said
About my choices and how they suck
I just dont see a reason to care
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I remember that night
Like it wasn't two weeks ago
Your hands on my hips
Chemical breath on my lips
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Your encouraging words move me
But I guess not enough to change me
And please just go preach to someone
Who will actually take those words
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Now that I have you I can never let you go
I would be broken without you, love
My lungs reduced to crumpled up waste paper weak
Shattered like glass bones under my bruised skin without you
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He tell me I'm beautiful almost everyday
And sometimes I almost believe it
And those times I feel better about being alive
I told my mother I would never lie to her
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The only reason im still here is because im too afraid to give up
But my mind is pulling
And my heart is hurting
My heart is failing
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