Katie Lathrop

The tears run down my face like a river,
a never ending river,
the pain and the blood shed,
a never ending river,
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I hear the wedding bells ring,
they are like a song that sings from the heart,
My father takes my arm and whispers in my ear that i am beautiful,
I am slowly walking down the ale,
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Web of lies
Weave their way through and through people
Like a flu that never goes away, it spreads from person to person
With the web and their lies they connive, cheat and steal
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The fire burns inside of me,
it swallows me hole,
i can't breath,
it is burns,
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I think of all the pain and the hate and all of the lies,
but I hide it with a smile,
I am alone in this world,
the pain is hard to hold back,
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The little girl is in her room,
with the door locked and she is crying,
as she thinks of all of the pain in her life,
her mom doesn't care care at all and her dad just hates her,
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the blood runs down my face,
the tears that i can't stop crying,
the bruses, and the burns,
you say that you still love me,
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Darkness all around me,
I feel you, suffocate,
No one else is around my misery,
Can I give anyone the key to the gate?
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I' am sitting in a dark room,
I feel him staring at me,
He is mad,
People are asking me questions,
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When I die when I cry,
When I see ever body,
staring at me,
I wonder why don't I,
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The darkness is all around me,
I see nothing but the dark,
I hear the voices,
But i am not listening to them,
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The blade my drug,
it goes deeper and deeper in to my veils,
there is no pain only anger,
the blood flows down my wrist,
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The pain up and down my arms,
all of it was harm,
scares and cuts up and down my legs and arms,
no one will help me,
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Peaces of shattered glass on the ground,
My fist clenched blood flowing down my hands and wrists,
My rage overpowers me,
I can't take it any more,
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I take a deep breath,

tears are running down my face,
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I cry out,
But no one hears me,
I scream,
But it is only a whisper,
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Why do you do this,
judge me,
hate me,
I have done nothing to you,
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I love the blade, it's my only friend
I hate that it calls me
I must not listen
But I still come to it's callings
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a rose
beautiful but deadly
the sweet smell of it will tempt you
red like crimson blood
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white light around my soul
pours in and fills the black hole
a peaceful feeling with bliss
i sigh in reave
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