Karolinka bobak

I know I said some bad things
but I hope you know I dont mean them
I still love you with all my heart
I just want to know if you still love me
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Im sorry I ever said yes
Im sorry I believed you
Im sorry I wasnt good enough
Im sorry I gave you my first kiss
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When I wake up I see you and me
Then wonder how this ever happend
Im so glad I have you
You make me so happy at times I dont think I can
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I sit
stare
cry
cut
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A wish is a dream that never comes true
A wish is the love you never recived
A wish is a flower that never bloomed
A wish is the life you never got
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Tell me why I cry
Tell me why you broke my heart
Tell me why I hurt myself
Tell me if it was all my fault
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Sometimes I wish I had your pare of wings
Had them last night in my dreams
I was chaseing butterflys till the sunrise broke my eyes
But tonight the sky has glued my eyes
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I want to fly away and be like a bird
Sore free into the open sky
And maybe reach heaven
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In the event of my Demise
When my heart can beat no more
I hope I die for a Principle
or a belief that I had lived for
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That magical kiss on that cold winter day, it
still leaves me speechless, everytime I think
about it, It was like an undescribable feeling
and now you leave it imprinted in my heartt.
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How do I feel
So used around you
Yet so cared
An Appreciated
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I say sorry but you ignore me
I try to talk but you block me out
I know it was my fault but you can just let it go
You've done worse to me then I did to you
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Daddy where were you when I screamed your name?
Mommy was drunk I didnt know what to do
Her boyfriend came in and took me to a room
The things he did to me I didnt understand at the time
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