Just Becca

The music is my medicine
it heals my deepest wound
from broken hearts to bleeding cuts
i'll turn it up
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is that all i am?
a name that can be changed from night to day
but maybe i want to be somebody
somebody who was born in May
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This is our fairytale right?
you may be no knight
in shining armor
and i may be no princess
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i think you're losing yourself
each piece breaking off
snap
i wish you would tell me
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why does it always come to this
me on the verge of breaking
you're ready to give up
yesterday we were fine
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i wanna say i'm sorry
but i don't know if thats enough
i acted out of anger
nothing really much
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i don't know what to do
i'm lost without you
i don't like you
but i love you
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When you grab my hand
You always let go
But when you grabbed my heart
You had no plans to do so
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You're chipping away at my heart
Piece by piece and soon it will be gone
Next you'll take my mind and then my body
I will have nothing left to give
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I don't know what to do
Confusion
I just want you to be safe
I can't let anything hurt you
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I let you through my fence
It seems to be making me really tense
Why are you so sweet?
You seem to be so concrete
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I look at the New Year
Thinking how great it must be
Then i look at the past
ANd remember i used to be happy too
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I'm sick of being like this
I don't know if its worth it
I know its not all your fault
And that you think it's all mine
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Where's this all coming from
Why is it happening now?
You came up to me and tell me these things
Like now is the time to talk
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Why are we always fighting?
why are you always gone?
why do you say so much that you don't mean?
why are you always in trouble?
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their not there when you need them
but there when you don't
their awesome though
but not as great as you would think them to be
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I look at her and see stars in her eyes
It's been a long time since i've seen this
Her heart is done with all the breaks
She's ready to look out and see what the future makes
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You broke my heart
Not for long
But long enough
You took the picture
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i look through these pictures
all they do is make me sick
what was i thinking?
why didn't i see?
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There's always that boy
that gives you the heebie jeebies
every time you see him
the one you know will never notice you
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