Julianna HIMika666

My feelings break my heart
I feel I am going crazy
I know you are not so far
But I can not get you back
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Everything around me is silence
There is no one to hold me tight
Lonely coldness causes an internal violence
And nothing feels to be right
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This world is not enough for people like me
We are not being accepted
Problems begin again if we act real
Do you know what its like to be rejected?
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Nothing really matters
When you look into my eyes
All you see is just nothing
All those scars were left by lies
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There is a lonely feeling in your heart
You felt that right from the start
But there is nothing you can change now
You need to live, but you dont know how
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If everything was so perfect
Why do I feel fo empty inside?
In my heart I feel almost nothing
I just care for you and just trying to hide
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You are running away
Away from me
I'm screaming *Please, stay*
Please, dont leave me again
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Without a faith love is just illusion
Without trust it's just a game
Three little words lead into confusion
And soul will fall in flames
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I am inside of me...hidden...alone
It's like my heart is turning to stone
Now I can say I didn't win
I wish someone knew what I mean
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Why do I feel so empty inside?
I should be miserable and cry
It's like I'm watching myself from a side
So I think it's just a price to pay
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I've been trying to hide my fears from me
I didn't want them ever to see
But now I know I cannot hide anymore
I need to start living and wanting more
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Beautiful bird felt and stopped breathing
Her small warm heart stopped beating
Big invisible tears froze in her eyes
No one knew the reason she cries
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Sometimes it seems that life’s unfair
It makes you fall and crawl to stay alive
It breaks your heart and your empire
That you build your entire life
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Nothing in the world feels that cold
As being alone embraced by snow storm
Your words pierced my soul like sharpest sword
I am still bleeding and asking myself what for?
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This time of scary shadows
It's hard to breathe again
Air freezes your heart every time you swallow
But you know you are still alive
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Life seems to be perfect
When you hold me in your arms
Dark night sky is full of stars
And it seems that you'll kiss away my scars
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If everything was so perfect
Why do I feel fo empty inside?
In my heart I feel almost nothing
I just care for you and just trying to hide
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I want your heart to explode into million pieces
I want you to feel what I felt once because of you
And when that happens you’ll get my greetings
As your hope will finally turn its back on you
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