Jovahn ybanez

how could i even fall for you
when i cant even know
the real identity behind
how could you torment my mind?
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i never wanna dream of you again
but every night you keep on coming
don't wanna remember anything from you
when all you've done was break me into two...
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I often find you in my reverie
in happiness you and me
everything was so great
so close enough you are my fate...
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take away this pain inside of me
bring this life to rhapsody
erase all this pains and sufferings
let me laugh and smile once again...
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when life seems to be dreary and lifeless
and you came to think it's empty
raindrops may fall in your eyes
don't forget you've got a friend so near by sight....
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here in my room looking at the ceiling
staring at the light day dreaming
trying to figure out what went wrong
pains and sufferings, is this my song?
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the past has come to an end
it has been a living dead
nine lives were not enough
it took just one and it stopped.
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why have you made me wait
when you will leave me in a minute
promised me of things insane
making me live a life in vain....
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there you are under the tree's shade
how lonesome your pretty face has made
surely you got the sweetest smile
but there is a whiff of secrecy deep inside......
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how i wish i could post a poem right now
but my body aches i just dont know how
my soul is shivering deep inside
i see nothing i lost my sight
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pleasing it is this pursuit to happiness
trailing fortunes brings pleasure in this quest
endeavouring every chances to its best
bruised knees unyielding to this chase...
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i have to leave for a while
walk alone a distant mile
I'll be gone for a few days
preparing for life's ultimate race....
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self inflicted pain
tears like autumn rain
sufferings to be gained
morals seldom insane...
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a gentle touch of your caress
a sweet so tight lingering embrace
looking with a smile in your face
i succumb to your passionate kiss!
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i draw my strength from Him above
closed my eyes as my prayer starts
i begin to talk to Him like a friend
thanking Him for the beauty I've seen
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i sit beside you today
you seem crying in dismay
how could those eyes be in tears
when it was so bright all this years....
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i sketched the line that draws you to me
i've seen nothing but hollows and mystery
keeping a barrier that blocks me away
torments my soul each passing day..
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a somber box of surprises in the corner
soon to be uncovered to deminish later
moments glaring on tantamount divinity
grueling pain stretching over severing enmity.
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should i let go of this intimacy with you
bonded in laughter, tears and sorrow?
every minute in your broadened arms
is a great memory for me to glance...
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how'd we begin a step
how'd we begin a single breath
how'd we begin to know
how'd we begin to show...
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