Josiah Decker

I got bugs in my brain
They've making me insane
Running round pentagrams
Avoiding the churches holy lies
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The horrors in store when men go to war,
Will break the fragile hearts of men.
When those men come home to kiss and hug their wives and kids,
They won't be the same.
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So I lay my head to rest
With my mind on you all night
When I wake you’ll still be gone
For never will never end
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Hold your head up, sign said

Tomorrow will be better, sign said
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Awake and in a daze
Asleep drowning in the flames
Screaming to God to end me
Maybe I'm not loud enough for his ears
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Chocolate milk and rotten kids
Runny noses and smart ass kids
Adults reform the minds of the young
Until they go home and reverse what they’ve done
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I am a whore
I sell my soul for the right price
I'll stand out all night hoping for a buck
I need to feed myself, my baby, and my addiction
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I am crazy.
I am hatred.
I am sadness.
I am racist.
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Roses
Dasies
Lovers
Lies
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Dark days are all I have
They took my will, soul, and life
I sleep only to awake in a nightmare
Trapped behind black gates
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He was such man
Bought me a drink or few
Gave me a ride home
Numbers given and received
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I've found beauty in a dystopia
It's not black and white
Mixed and blurred
I've found peace in the gray
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Jesus has come
He'll tell you so
He'll say he's your messiah
You'll cast your words and stones
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Oh, sweet cyanide,
How you are?
Oh, sweet cyanide,
I'm a broke inside
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I fall off my pedestal and hit the mud pit ground
Only to sink farther than I can crawl back up
Left to my own devices in the tar pits
Thinking in my black cage hoping for the best
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Cut at my legs
Burn my arms
So sick of trying to escape
Smoked anything to ease my frozen heart
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Overdosing in the night, medics coming to revive me
Just another line I crossed, glass tables and razor blades
Numbed out on what the pharmacy is selling me
Lean on me with a side of mental disease
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I don't smoke that Green no more
Not tipsy from the Captain's support
Still crazy as ever
Just finding other ways to keep it together
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Blissfully sit at the end of thee
Holding hands with me and your sanity
We'll watch the clouds and time pass by
Tempting the spiteful fates while playing with Death
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You can push, I'll stab right back
You can pull a knife, I'll pull a sword
Cut your dick off, make it your time of the month
You can bring any weapon to the war
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