Jordan Everly

If I was to die tonight
Would anybody care?
If I used a gun
Would anyone hear?
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Here I sit
Looking at my arm.
I sit and wonder
Why do i do self-harm?
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Look at this garden
With roses a dark shade of red.
The roses match the shade
Of which his arm bled.
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Engraved in my arm
Is the name of her.
The one I want to hold
And love forever.
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The cut is a gain
For personal pain.
Scratch the color
As blood stains a flower.
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The deeper the better
The blood can't be redder.
Cut even deeper
Catch a glimpse of the reaper
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It happens so fast
Just like I can't stop it
The scars left by it are just a memory
At first it was a little bit
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Zero cuts
When do I start?
One cut
Is it enough?
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as i sit here
scared and lonely
i here the
windows moaning
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Who are you
to say im fat?
Who am I
to say you're wrong?
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Why do i cut?
Thats for me to kno
why do i take my life?
Thats for me to kno
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