Jerad Castaneda Poems

Stop. Don't stop. Walk. Don't walk. Stay. Don't stay. Leave. Don't leave.
It’s like we run around these words hoping for some reason to hold on to, and all that is known is all that we can see, feel, taste, touch, and hear.
For some reason it resonates in the back of my mind like I am still hoping for the chance to make you mine? And yet I hear you call my name so clearly but yet I do nothing to keep it still.
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Wonder
We wander in and out of our minds,
never truly finding peace in the times we need
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Fear will only make you blind to the truth,
remember the change you make in yourself others will, for only you can change something about yourself.

reach for the stars, no reach passed the stars only then will you fully understand the power of a youthful mind. To have a youthful mind means to have dreams, hopes, wishes, imagination and fears.....
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One last look back before they leave, a feeling so cold, so empty feeling so rigid it feels like your a hollow shell.
A harsh truth is told in words not to kind. Can you handle it?
A question is asked as static and white noise fills your brain, it rings out to your ears, a low acrimonious hum of nothingness.
You can feel your body start to ache, shake, sweat trickles from your brow, seconds have only pasted.
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What took you so long my love, I've been waiting for you to return to me.
I've been longing for you, the nights are cold, dark and lonely, with out you there next to me.
Never has anyone meant so much to me. I've learned a lesson in the time apart for you
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Can't escape reality when your so close to the pain that rises in your chest as the crashing sound of your heart beats,
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I dont understand who or what i am anymore....

i look in the mirror
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all is ask is why i wait?
why i do what i do?
why i need her?
why i want her?
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When you cry. The tears fall from my eyes.

When you get hurt I feel the pain
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