Jennifer A Heskins

You said you would always be here for me,
But where are you now,
At the time I need you most,
You were like my best friend,
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When I sit still and silent,
I like to think I can hear your heart beat,
Beating in time with mine.
When I watch you speak to me,
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I DON'T KNOW WHY I CARE FOR YOU,
OR WISH YOU WHERE BY MY SIDE.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH,
OR THE GLISTION IN YOUR EYES
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Emotionally dead, weak with tiredness,
Consumed with pain, lost in this world,
Sad and alone, dying slowly.
No one to save her, no one too care.
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Saying goodbye is never easy.
Hugging him one last time.
Feeling his arms around me,
Trying not to cry,
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I hate the way you make me feel,
Like I have no control of my own.
I hate the way you say my name,
It makes me weak with happiness
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Your arms, always a place of warmth,
Your shoulder, a good place to cry upon.
You were there for me every day of my life,
I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for your last.
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I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you more,
I let my heart unbend.
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Days go by, nights close in
But my love for you will never end.
Your a friend first, a lover second.
And in my heart you always be.
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