jeevi vitha

I hold back,
so much love that I have for you,
because of the fear of loss,
fear of denial.
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My pain has reached its maturity,
So I need to let you go,
I never thought it would be that hard,
Eventually I learned from holding on,
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When I finally managed to bury every single memory of yours,
someone came to dig it deep down from the grave.
The pain just keeps on floating when I tried to sink it.
I deserve happiness.
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She asked me to erase her from my life.
And I replied, if you could send me an eraser which can do it perfectly, that would be great indeed.
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I don’t know why
But
I know that I’ve started to miss you
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I know I won’t get the chance
To have you
To make you love me
But it hurts me
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It is little weird,
to say this to you,
even we're close to each other,
will you listen if say,
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You are special,
You are extraordinary,
Because you are not the same like others,
Because you would rather talk about books,
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She walks along the stream,
like a flow of the water,
her tears run through her cheeks,
cleansing her heart from the anguish.
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The day came
Where I met u
And I found my life
Started to change
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You burden me with your sweet kisses
You burden me with soft hugs
You burden my heart with your love
Shall I lie low within you?
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I cannot die
Nor keep my eyes closed
Before you are here
Beside me
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I wanna cuddle up in your arms
Hugging you tightly
Breathing over your chest
Hearing every beats of your heart
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Your eyes full of love
Smile full of happiness
Words full of caring
Sight full of tender
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For every words that I uttered,
I mean it,
honestly I do.
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Every time I think about you,
I feel so restless inside,
For the first time ever
I let your thoughts to dominate me,
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I love her,
But she don't.

I miss her,
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There is no necessity to search you anywhere,
Simply because I have you in my heart.

Except every time I logged in,
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I read back those past conversations,
Makes me smile wide,
I know you're just around,
Evolves around the people who loves you,
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