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I promised you I'd always be there
When you needed me most, you were all alone
How do I learn to live with the fact
I broke a promise I can't take back
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I took for granted, you'd always be here
Wasn't I oh so wrong
My love for you wasn't enough, to keep you by my side
I try to keep my head up high, thinking god needed you with him
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Little white lies, that is what you say
How long do you intend to keep up this charade?
I can see behind those mysterious eyes
I see the truth from your soul inside
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I got an invitation today, to your wedding horray!
Here I go, driving to this thing
Wondering if this is right, or wrong
The feelings I have for you shouldn't be this strong
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The screaming and fighting never end
Most of the time, I just give in
My soul I am loosing more and more each day
From the angry words you always say
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To my dearest Edwin Lee,
Our son is almost a man, somedays I wish you could see. He reminds me of you in so many ways, sometimes it is hard to believe.
It has been 17 years since you were taken from us, on that warm summers night.
I only hope I have raised our son up right. I did the best I could and I kept him in school and now he is off to college in the fall, funny how things work out.
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Darkness fills this soul again. searching a way out
Is there a light at the end of this long dark road?
Afraid to close my eyes at night, afraid of what lies ahead
Afrid that one of these days I won't wake up instead
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Sorting through the thngs left behind
Not knowing what to keep
Everyone wanting something
Nothing left here for me
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People think they know me, little do they see
All the parts I hide so well, which is the real me
They believe that I am happy, funny and alive
Little do they know, I feel like dieing inside
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cold dark small room
locked door, no more food
three little children, left here to play
fend for yourself is what he'd say
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Looking for something that is long gone
Searching for somrthing you know is wrong
How do you love when you know not how?
Everything that was taught, is wrong now
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12.

Trials you put us through, it is funny you see
Sometimes it feels like you love; everyone but me
I know you made me strong, I know I will never break
Sometimes I just feel lonily, in this life I have made
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The last thingI said was' I wish you would die'
I wish I could take back that awful lie
You've been gone for awhile, I'm left here alone
To raise our child from an infant on
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They try so hard to make me believe
Our love is just a memory
They think in their world I don't belong
My love for you wasn't that strong
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15.

It's not the color of one's skin
It's the kindness within their heart
That makes one special to all the world
For everyone in this world counts
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A child of gods, has passed to a higher realm of existance
Left behind so many broken hearts, no time to remember the love they shared
For the same individual they loved so much
For the same soul they nurtured from birth
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Desperately searching to find in my soul
A part of me that died long ago
Walking through this world as a shell of a man
Trying not to hurt those that try to get in
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Snow is coming down outside
While I am driving down the road
Memories of you pop into my head
The tears so start to flow
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The little things you never did
The kind words you never said
How can one love you unconditionally?
You hurt them with the things you say
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Feeling lost in this world, so out of place
Looking for something I cannot replace
A love that has been gone, oh so long
Feelings replace by an empty space
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The Best Poem Of jeannie schmidt

Alone To Die By Yourself

I promised you I'd always be there
When you needed me most, you were all alone
How do I learn to live with the fact
I broke a promise I can't take back
Alone were you, in the cool morning air
Alone by yourself, through that aweful nightmare
Alone by yourself when you got taken from me
No one to hold your broken bones
No one to help you; you were alone, alone
With a mothers love I should have been there
To hold you through that aweful nightmare
Now that you're gone, I hate myself
I left you alone, to die by yourself

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