jeannetta harris

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I see him struggle-trying to get the words out
The pain the frustration unable to convey his thoughts
The angry outbursts-the depression -the anxiety
Ridiculed shunned always the outcast-the scapegoat
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I am angry, I am sad
Everything I have given up
What I wanted in life
Who I wanted to be
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Thoughts- questions
Feelings of desire
Churning- swirling
Drowning in a whirlpool of doubt
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I welcome him
I shan’t run from him
All in all he will come for me
Having lost my feeling for life
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While slumbering in your confined space
Do you think of your garden
How it was once beautiful
Lined with colorful flowers
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Drawing myself tightly within my shell
Locking out the world
Trapped with only my thoughts
The noise within is deafening
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Sitting staring out my window
All the happy faces
The smiles the greetings
The lights and decorations
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What is love…
Is it the fluttering in your stomach
The knot in your throat
The tightness in your chest
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Your silence is starting to make me wonder.
You no longer leave those cute little messages
I no longer receive the forbidden calls
You no longer break the rules just to hear my voice
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Mirrored droplets cascade down my face
Each one reflecting the pain I hold within
Staring into the tear made puddle
Memories of you swimming within
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Searching the sky
For a star to wish upon
Making my wish
I sleep and dream
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jeannetta harris Biography

I was born and raised in Del Rio, Texas. I have a son named Nolan Ryan. I kept my poetry to my self until a friend said i should not let my work sit in a closet collecting dust. Since then I post my poetry on a number of sites. I am Also lucky enough to have a friend (alex) who pushes me to nurture my creative ability. Every now and then i will pen something that makes me sit back and say wow i didnt know i had that in me.)

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A Mothers Pain

I see him struggle-trying to get the words out
The pain the frustration unable to convey his thoughts
The angry outbursts-the depression -the anxiety
Ridiculed shunned always the outcast-the scapegoat
Stumbling in the dark looking for a faint glimmer of light
Ashamed to try - I can’t do it is his first response
With step by step instructions -and a little coaxing
Hesitant at first -he does-he fails-he tries again
All the while he knows- I am there by his side
Ready to lend a helping hand-to cushion his fall
I have seen the pain in his eyes—the tears on his cheeks
Asking why me --struggling to understand

How does a mother explain to her child
How can I help him to understand his illness
It is I who now struggles to find the words
Longing to see smiles instead of frowns
Fighting to get back my bouncing baby boy
I know the child he once was is in there
Lost in the dark abyss of his mind
Till then I will be here waiting- lantern in hand
Knowing he will find his way out of the darkness
Only to stand tall and bask in the light

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