Jason Hedrick

I hate that I live,
each day with doubt.
I hate that I don’t know,
what will come out.
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welcome to my world,
where things are dark and cold.
every day is the same,
the perception just gets old.
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Love me, hate me, set me free
Show me what the world should be.
A place you don’t lose what you love.
Where happiness soars above.
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I feel as if the end has begun.
There’s no time left to care.
Because what I want has never come.
I have nothing left to share.
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The days go by, how many are left?
Not very many, her life is a mess.
The one that took it all away.
Is the one that I wanted to stay.
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Some won’t believe, the things I’ve done.
I hate life, the killing has just begun.

Don’t stand in my way, or you’ll be next.
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Alone in the dark, my knees to my chest.
Hiding in the corner, maybe for the best.
Rocking back and forth, thoughts racing through my head.
Who knew this is the way, my life would be instead.
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I live in such shame, and drown in misery.
I've given all I can, that people don't see.
I am a mistake, that one would not know.
When all of my pain, will never let me go.
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What is it that makes you want to feel?
If it’s with your heart, if it’s fake or is it real.
You give all you got, until you can’t give anymore.
That will let you know, if what you feel is for sure.
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My world is full of hate, not love.
It’s cold and dark, no light above.
It gets harder and harder every single day.
Nobody wants to live this way.
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Mirror, mirror
That I see
Show me what I wish to be.
A world not dark,
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How could one person,
Mean the world to me.
When I know in my mind,
We will never be.
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I walk alone,
along the streets at night.
just think to myself,
about all of my life.
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Nobody understands, the things I feel inside.
So I stay quiet to myself, or just run away and hide.

My world has become dark, and I never say a word.
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If we lower our standards, how low can we go?
If you sink too far, will anyone let you know?
How far down, is the bottom that we’ll touch?
When we get to the bottom, did we let it sink too much?
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As I close my eyes, I try to let the past go.
Every single time, more memories starts to show.
It reminds me of more things, I don’t want to know.
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As I open my eyes, I think all about
What have I done wrong, to live in such doubt.
Is there any way, to make it better again?
Life is a game, that one will never win.
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People try to live each day, not knowing what they'll find.
If anybody knew, it would really blow their mind.
To know that they're alone, from beginning to the end.
Knowing that you are your one and only friend.
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