Jann Aquarius

in this period of my life,
love is not my concern.
trust and acceptance echoes in my brain.
listen!
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She greets me good morning.
Her voice sounds like a bird singing.
A bright ray of light makes me smile at heart.
With her sincere greeting, I feel the warmth.
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This piece is not my experience but from a friend of mine.

I don't want you now.
I don't want you tonight.
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Do I smell so bad?
Do I look so ugly?
You make me so sad.
Surely, I will not become holy.
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Small whirl of wind is blowing,
My cheeks can feel them.
It makes my hair waving.
Obvious the world is revolving.
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Loneliness has darkened my days.
Days of pain drowning me in tears.
This pain cuts my heart into pieces.
Will i ever get through this days?
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She’s getting pretty,
I’m confused.
I don’t know why.
She’s getting pretty,
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when I'm happy,
never end the day.
when I'm happy
no capacity.
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She might have said to me goodnight.
If I had not said the truth so right
I could still have savored her lies.
If I had not said the truth so right
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My nights have been so cold.
My desire for ecstasy has grown old.
My days have passed without color.
From fear I always tremble.
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They got ears to hear,
but they don't listen.
They got eyes to see
but they won't look.
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Face to face;
I see your eyes are glowing red.
As blood runs in your veins,
It turns into black.
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I wish I was, for you.
I wish I could, for you.
I wish I had, for you.
I wish I would, for you.
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I’ve got the sunlight shining through my window.
I’ve got the wind with a hard blow.
I’ve got the rain, it overflows the river.
It gives me a glass of clear water.
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This night is so cold.

Only my pillows I’ve got to hold.
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You are so far.
I look upon the star.
And there you are.
Would you please look at the same star?
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You are the horrible that haunts me.
Haunts me even in my dreams
I run until nothing go
Everything turned out blue
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Everything is so far away.
He is left behind;
Drench in pain and misery
Bending and almost breaking.
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We are one inside a cycle of a room;
Yet solitary when we go home
I envy those bees when they swarm;
They never leave anyone alone.
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Sometimes,
You don’t need to ask a question
To get an easy answer and get on
Why can’t you feel me here?
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