Jade lee

she was the one that caught your eyes
she was the one with an amazing voice
she was the one that challenged you
she was the one who knows how to love you
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There is a sea of sadness that I’m feeling
There is an ocean of heartache as well
Some things should have never been said
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For more than a decade you’ve dedicated your life
For the joy and security that we took for granted
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my dear friend
my dear soul mate
my strength and source of joy
not my lover but just as great
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This is the first time we’re apart
For all the wrong reasons
I think of the worst that could happen
Our relationship is so fragile we’re still working on our trusts
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Your beautiful eyes captivated me
Your shyness mesmerized me
Your strength empowered me
Your free spirit uplifted me
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by an act of fate we met in an ordinary day
you were a stranger, you were different
you were not my type
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You didn't even bother to call
A cold text message was all I’ve got
That was how you said goodbye
Putting “us” to an end
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from the crowded shopping malls to the quiet corners of the homes
we roam alone living the life bestowed upon us
every now and then we connect with strange souls
some were brief encounters and some where friendships bloomed
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We, study the past and thinks of the future
We, want to understand what went wrong and
We, hope to never repeat the same mistake
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There is a place I go to
In the back of my mind
No one have access to
I call this place my cave
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When life gets too hard, don’t push me away
Let me share your load, let me be there for you
I may not be able to help, but get it off your chest
I’ll give you my shoulder to cry on, so let it all out
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I woke up happy this morning
I had a wonderful sleep with you by my side
Feeling a little chirpy my toes wiggled
I turned around, looked at you and smiled
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Without your love
My heart will cease to feel
Without you in my life
I will cease to care
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I’d be lying if I said it didn’t hurt
When you talk about the times you spent with her
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t care
I hide my feelings and bite my lips
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I thought I had it all…
You had everything a girl could ever ask for
When you told me you love me so
I thought I had it all...
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Oh my sweet darling
I have lost my control
I felt in love with you long before I knew it
I have fallen in too deep and now
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As always we’ve arrived early
As we wonder through the lobby
I have some idea of where to go
And you were only steps behind
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That Day

I remembered that day
Fate brought us together
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Said you love me
But it isn’t how I felt
Your controlling ways isn’t right for me
But you insist it’s the only way
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