Izik Alcox

searching for my earth shine, lost within the glare
teared up from the snow blind, lost within this stare
gleaning the fields of love, searching for soul food
never thought you'd be above, having to conclude
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The mass murder of this pagan tradition
A yearly genocide and demolition
Leaving stumps behind and new homes to find
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heavenly powder that falls from above
brings me a smile so warm and true
unique flakes that fly like a dove
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On this gray day I'll say that today
No need to lie, just say goodbye, I won't cry or sigh
Stay away, our love like dried up clay, total dismay
I feel weak, my eyes leak, no words to speak, trying to be meek
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The love that beats from my heart lay dormant
The unheard voice of my soul, my heart's formant
How long will loneliness plague my existence
The empty shadows becoming my subsistence
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Stuck in a corner, or so it feels
Struck into dark, my light conceals
Snuck on past, past the repeals
Tuck my mind, depressing ideals
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Why must you still visit me in my dreams
I know its not her doing but there she gleams
Raised up, I miss her so much
Alone, craving her warm touch
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In the shadows of the leaves,
In the hollows of the trees,
In the whispers of the caves,
In the space between the waves,
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seemingly caged within a seed of thought
waiting to bloom from this mere dot
slowly unleashed I grow more and more
stumbling blindly looking for the door
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To imagine starting as a thread
And go through this life so spread
Moving on to a chewed like food
To think some can be so rude
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Ignore the pain the voice said
Listening to the voice in my head
Sick of emotionally being dead
Ignore the limit of your thread
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The dagger known as sadness digs in deeper
Walking around these memories as a sleeper
The bleeding hasn't stopped since you left
Drained of my happiness from this cruel theft
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Who's next to be perplexed, vexed by this annexed trap
Intertwine within the fine line, a spine like vine you design
Accused of being amused by those bruised you confused
This trap a sort of slap to snap the sap out of this chap
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Swimming in a dream of bubbles and clouds
Far away from the noisy streets and crowds
Its where I find you floating above all others
Asleep alone with you would be my druthers
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You circumvent my mind without trying
You represent the void in me dying
I long for something new something true
I long for something overdue something accrue
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The howling of my soul like the winter's wind
Alone and torn my heart seeming skinned
Shelter from this cold is nowhere to be found
I cry out yet no one hears a sound
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lets fall down and drown
together devoting and floating
wrapped ever together forever
frozen in a gust of lust
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I can still remember your smile
Warming my heart all the while
Leading me on and building it up
Unprepared I was filling my cup
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I long for a hug
A warm embrace
One that's so snug
In a perfect place
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