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I was wandering in the dark, and then you came to me like a spark
With the light of your soul, there was no dark anymore
How I could forget, that wonderful day
You just look at me and my sorrows were gone away
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Always Waiting For You.

I was wandering in the dark, and then you came to me like a spark
With the light of your soul, there was no dark anymore
How I could forget, that wonderful day
You just look at me and my sorrows were gone away
I was total broke, even on the verge to die
But you changed my world like blink of an eye
My life was a total mess and I was crazy and strife,
You just touched me with your hands and infected with life.

Quickly we became good friends and we tore secrets apart,
Soon the moment came when your love became my part,
Holding your hand in my hands and your picture in my eyes
We dreamt for a wonderful life, where our love would never die
When breeze of our love filled fragrance in the life
The sun in the vast sky made shadow of YOU and I.

Everything was going well, we didn't expect any end
None of us had known that love line was not in our hands
We didn't do something wrong, neither we're accused of any crime,
Then why our ‘Love Bird' was shot to death with cruel bows of time,
And soon the time came when my eyes filled with tears
Without your love my ‘Doll', my whole life disappeared
My whole life was changed when you left me totally alone
I lost faith in god and now i am only on my own.

I am so quiet and still just like a dead stone on a hill
Sometimes i forget to take my breath even try myself to kill
What you've done to my life, i don't blame you anymore
I am sailing in the storm without any hope for shore
I wanna conquer my past; i wanna leave all these tears
Even i fear walking alone, because ‘cutie' you're not near
My heart aches with loneliness and my future is into gloom
My life is of the sailor which has lost himself in storm.

I have a battle inside myself; few times i win or lose by myself
When your memories come to my mind, i break and lot of cry myself
Nobody knows my pain and I try my best to be a real good
I've put a false mask and I'll try to keep it as much as i could.
The only thing I'm looking for is, your love and nothing more
But how can i live my life, you don't live in this world anymore.

God keep most lovely people with him, I've also heard that adage
But how could He be so cruel, to pick you at your teenage
I don't talk much, often ignores others and also behave as shy
Because now i can't bear losing someone i like, i have no more tears to cry
I don't care what they think of me because i know what I'm doing and why?
I feel so restless and distracted and not like walking, don't know why?
I feel so tired walking with my little feet, because life is so boring and dry
Hope that you're well up there, as I've heard angels get wings to fly.

Doesn't it burn your pretty eyes, when i smoke so much in the night
I failed to sleep even with lot of pills, because i feel so empty inside
All your memories etched into my soul, life is making me drain
Please raise me up with you and don't let me fall here again
Don't you remember you promised me, we'll be together for eternity?
You didn't keep your promise, don't you think you're so vain

I have no choice but to accept my fate,
I can't do anything because it's already too late
Every moment my heart tells me that our story has no end,
I think that's the only hope onto my life could depend
The love in your eyes has always given me pride
I'll compromise with such life because I've no courage to suicide.

How could i sleep without you're arms surrounding my soul
I am sinking in the dark because I've nobody here to hold
Someday i am sure you'll come back to me again,
Waiting for that special day when my all sorrows will end,
Without your love i have nothing in my life,
I'll not feel any grief even if i have to give my life

Baby you don't even know what you have done for me,
In the mirror of your eyes you showed myself to me,
You can run, you can die but we had a love that you can't deny
I love you more than what i could show
I'll never love anyone as much as i love you
Doesn't matter you come, doesn't matter you not
I'll be always waiting for you…

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