Helen Mort Poems

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1.
Ablation

Inside the Northern General
they're trying to burn away
a small piece of your heart.
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2.
DIVISION STREET

You brought me here to break it off
one muggy Tuesday. A brewing storm,
the pigeons sleek with rain.
My black umbrella flexed its wings.
Damp-skinned, I made for the crush
of bars, where couples slip white pills
from tongue to tongue, light as drizzle,
your fingers through my hair,
the way you nearly sneaked
a little something in my blood.

At the clinic, they asked if I'd tattoos
and I thought again of here -
the jaundiced walls, the knit-knit whine
of needle dotting bone, and, for a moment,
almost wish you'd left your mark;
subtle as the star I cover with t-shirts,
the memory of rain, or your head-down walk
along Division Street, slower each week, pausing
by the pubs, their windows so dim you see
nothing but yourself reflected.
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3.
LITTON MILL

Hold me, you said,
the way a glove is held by water.
Black, fingerless, we'd watched it
clutch a path across the pond,
never sure if it was water or wool
that clung fast. The mills are plush apartments now,
flanked by stiff-backed chimneys
and you ache for living voices,
the clank and jostle of machinery,
for something to move in this glassy pool
where once, you were the waterwheel,
I, the dull silver it must
catch and release
as if it can't be held.
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4.
THE RORSCHACH TESTS

He hanged himself from a lamp-post
with a length of chain, which made me think
of something else, then something else again.
Paul Muldoon
I

Tonight we're judged by what we fathom
in the unstoked embers of an open fire.

You see livid redcoats, bloodhounds
primed for quarry, you

see the fierce, mute breath of horses.
All I see is the cindered shape

of hare, streaking through flames
to imagined safety.

Between us, we cannot tell who
is gaining ground.


II

Think of windows, opening out,
a sash dividing heat and wilderness.

I'm squinting through, but when I fix
on the treeline, it seems the hillside

has been marching on us
all our lives: scree shifts by increments

each year, rooks are roosting closer
to the doorstep. For all their strength,

the boulders prop their weight
against our hearthstone.

How can I escape
into the wind and light

when it's at the weatherboard,
getting in?



III

No-one who has seen a cat leap
swift and noiseless up

onto a garden fencepost
can ever think themselves as supple.

Well, I couldn't pass a child
in the street without feeling aged

I couldn't overhear a song
without being silenced

and I couldn't stand at the intersection,
watch the traffic lights go from bronze

to red without knowing
I was trapped. To think of them

still there at midnight,
changing for nobody, deft as cats.


IV

There is an artist, far from here,
who renders shoes as mussel shells.

If a shoe can so entirely seem
an object from the deep

then how am I to know my face
from its own reflected alabaster?

Some nights I look behind me,
back into the old French doors

and can't be sure which way
I'm turning; into the room,

or out into the black,
accepting glass.
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5.
THE WORD FOR SNOW

The Inuit have twenty-two words
for snow, I told him, but he didn't want to hear,
didn't raise his head from the bowl of dough,
thumbs kneading flour in a frenzy.
The lawn was freezing over, but the air stayed
empty and I wondered how the Inuit
would name this waiting -
the radio playing to itself in the bathroom,
the sound from the street of
ice-cream vans out of season
in this town where we don't have

twenty-two words for anything,
where I learned the name
for round hills built on plastic
and bothered by seagulls, the bridge
where a man was killed in the strike
and where they want to put street lamps
to keep away the kids.
From the window, I watch
the sky as it starts to fill. In the kitchen,
dad sifts flour, over and over
as if still panning for something.
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6.
AN EDITOR'S PREFACE TO THE LANGUAGE OF LOVE (VOLUME 3)

Imagine love's our youngest language.
Two lexicographers in charcoal suits
must spend their winters dotting parchment
to trace soft plosives, map conspiracies of lips and fingers.
How they'd stammer at the accent of a parting handshake
or tremble at the easy grammar
of heads tipped close. How they'd stand, hawk-eyed
and watch two skaters glide, poised to catch the syntax of their dance.

And like the fullest dictionaries, their books fall short.
They pause in the kitchen, stall over ritual tea.
They face each other speechless
and turn out pockets for the glance translated,
find nothing but ancient small change
shabby with a tender long since cast away.
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7.
GEORGE, AFRAID OF FINGERPRINTS

thought of
them on patted dogs, the purple leaves
of late geraniums, or gathering ancient
in the pockets of his winter coat.

Their gauze
was on his bookshelves, from the heartwood
to the spine of Henry James. They trailed him
as he clutched the banister at night.

At length,
he thought of how they'd linger in the auburn
of his first wife's hair, their savour
on her temples, or her own quick fingertips

and saw
them spread through every hand he'd shook
and every shoe he'd forced, still laced
onto his foot, and every door handle

he'd tried
and given up. The shape of them
when he closed his eyes, like something
jammed at the dresser back,

a vision
of his childhood street, the varnish tin
in the corner shop, its silver lid,
its weight so startling in his fist.

His mother's voice.
The careful turning out and owning up.
Even now, his mark there in the centre,
those brilliant spirals burning on it still.
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8.
Scale

My weight is
four whippets,

two Chinese gymnasts,
half a shot-putter.
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