Heather Devlin

Broken here and all alone,
Sitting, rotting in this 'home',
Watching you just waste your life,
Waiting for things to go right,
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it hurts to see the truth inside,
i saw my life
and then i cried
i want you here,
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dont look at me through eyes that see.
but eyes that feel instead.
i sit and cry.
i never try.
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why does it hurt when i smile?
cut when i call your name?
i think i'll sit alone a while,
and dream of life without pain.
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A spell was cast upon my heart,
And now im being torn apart,
So now for you i always fight,
Untill the never-ending night,
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I'm lost without you,
My love is strong,
I know not what I say,
Find love by night,
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evolution from maggots
baby killers
afraid of faggots
sadistic space fillers
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Faceless monsters invading
Every inch, every mile, ever fiber
Of my being
Silence suffocating me
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emotion is the enemy
taking over all of me
a light so dark that i cant see
whats standing right in front of me
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My big day...
Friends all around,
music playing.
Movies, games, laughter.
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I’m torn between my feelings…
I love the way you smile,
Hate the way you smirk.
I love you when you’re with me,
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Kill fire beneath the skin
Deadly emotions raging within
Discover, Bleed, Destroy
Hearts treated like a toy
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Alone,
Forgotten now,
Those i loved lost
To the wonder of
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Panic! caused by
Media. makes the world go round.
But only after she goes down,
only after innocence drowns.
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I control these
Invisible strings.
The ones that make you do those
Horrible things.
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...into the hearts of the condemned.
Breathing fire,
Burning souls.
We dream of happiness,
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Sometimes in life the moon is so bright it wakes you from your sleep
And sometimes in life you see a sight so beautiful you weep
Then darkness comes upon you
Without a warning call
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you-hold-me-close-within-your-web-of-lies
and push me closer to the edge
with
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I'm torn apart.
Your razorblade kisses
Shredding every last hope that i have hidden away in my heart
What point is there in holding on now?
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Make this my last request:
That you remember me at my best.
Do not linger on my sorrows...
Remember the tomorrows made it best.
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