hazel jackson Poems

As i look at all the graves i think about sharp blades knowing i could die is like knowing i cant fly.

As i think about taking my life i begin to thimk of a lie mom, dad it was an accident i fell and im innocent.
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The better days of our relationship are what kept me here, I couldn't wait to see where this friendship lead us.
We were so close...Pre-k besties, idols of one another, now we fall short to even notice each other.

We are like strangers now, you play your role as a G like a pro around your friends, yet..im still the same.
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You make it so hard for me to choose because there's you and then there's him how the hell do you decide between two beautiful people with a heart so big.

My head throbs my heart hurts my hands tremble my body aches what am I supposed to do I've never had to do it before...I've never been more afraid in my life.
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Could it be that you cant handle me or is it the fact that your angry because im leaving you.
'breaking my heart you would say as if i would care, you were only a stand by of my imagination.
no true relation ends in friendship if you know what love truly is, as young as you are i dont exspect you to know much.
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I woke up today and my little sis asked me to play, I told her may be some other time.
I saw you from a way and you ask to talk about my day, I said maybe some other time.
A old friend stopped me today just to say 'Hey', I told her maybe some other time.
I wanted something to munch because I didn't have brunch, or lunch but I figured hey, maybe some other time.
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Roses are red violets are blue
I'll do what ever I can to be next to you
the days are right
the sky is so bright
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I was let down by many and unseen by plenty and abandoned by any its like you put my life to an end and didn't know it was a sin.
could I ever make you see that this was always just me,
I could never hurt or change anyone, all I wanted to do was see someone new, besides the faces that use to be new but are now old.
where are the people?
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