Hannah Davies

I am so tired
Sick of all the questions being fired.
My head wants to go pop
I'm begging for it all to stop.
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A gift was sent to thee
A lovely gift by the name of Sammi.
I met her online, one dark and lonely night
She is so caring, funny and bright.
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It's christmas time
An excuse to eat junk and drink loads of wine.
Hanging decorations on the tree
Make it pretty for all to see.
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I will always stand by you
Stick by your side like super-glue.
I'll come running when you shourt
I'll be there without a doubt.
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Looking in the mirror
Wishing I could disappear.
Everything I see I hate
But there is no way of changing fate.
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You popped into my head today
Whilst I was innocently looking the other way.
It was only for a minute or two
I don't know what made me think of you.
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Dad, you'll always be my herro
You could never amount to zero.
You may not have always been there
But that doesn't mean that you didn't care.
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The Garden of Eden
Isn't that in Sweden?
Does it really exist?
Is it really so hard to resist?
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I really don't want to make you feel bad
But yes, you have made me feel sad
I know you didn't mean to
And I can't even imagine what you're going through? ?
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This is a poem for my friend Jade
To help her feel not so afraid.
I know that she is feeling really low
But she has to try and let the past go.
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The sun is rising, ready to whisk me away
Yesterday's the past, it's the start of a new day.
The clouds how they gather all fluffy and white
The birds in the trees chirping so bright.
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I feel small, fragile and weak
And it upsets me when people try to stick in their beak.
The stares and questions you can see on people's lips
How I wish I could aboid all the Rollercoaster dips!
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A happy place I like to be
Is walking out beside the sea.
The soft sand between my toes
The child-hood memories begin to show.
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Not many people know me for real
What I'm thinking or how I feel.
One day I'll find that someone special to hold
Follow the rainbow to my pot of gold.
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It's now time to move out of my home
The place where I was free to roam.
For a year it was the haven where I felt safe
Somewhere I could be happy adn hold a little faith.
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So much going on inside my head
Memories that fill me with dread.
So much hurt built up inside
Emotions flowing and ready to collide.
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My Nana and Bampy
Who always do thier best to make their granddaughter happy.
They have always been there
To show me how much they care.
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Am I fixiated?
With things that happened in the past that I hated.
I can't change the past
I need to move on and fast.
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Is he making a big mistake?
Is it really her hand in marriage he wants to take?
Does he really love a paedophile?
If he knew the truth, would he run a mile?
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Mothers Day means nothing to me
is this really how you wanted things to be?
Once upon a time I had a mum
but you were disappointed and wished I hadn't come.
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