Halloween Nightmare

In the valley,
before i lay
someone come
and kill me now
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Today i feel so down,
so broken inside,
like i've lost my soul.
i always feel so worthless,
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i come to school
i am so sick of it all
i've had enough of
everyone
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my life has bein takin over by my thoughts of suicide
cant help but think of death and how it would be
when im gone im layin down in bed with these
thoughts of how i should do it or should i try to run
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what have you taken away?
a shadow of betrayal as emotions scream.
once we tasted innocence,
untainted and hand in hand,
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It is a night of darkness, a song of blood,
wolves vent their pain. The dark one
rises.
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My dread grows as doom's scythe falls against my neck.
It slays me, and darkly my
blood drips
to the wicked earth that is my prison.
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my heart sings this song
that will tear u apart
this songs means nothing
to ne one but me this
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today of all days i feel so alone
for so many years i've bein alone
today is different
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i thought it was for ever
but for ever never lasts
ever time you said you cared it was just
another lie.
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i like this guy n i dont know y
everytime i think about him
it makes me wanna cry
my heart bleeds for the lust we had
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people say mean things
they push u around
abuse u an u never make a sound
1day i will take u out an ill never
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my heart has turned 2 dust
a thousand times or mor
and has never felt this lust
the lust that longs in my heart
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Depression is the pain
life is the game
when my heart beats it fells like it skips a beat
when i sit i sit alone when i look around theirs nobody to be found
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ive travelled so far in life to know wat i shall do
ive travelled so far that i think i am losing you
as i go another step you get further away
but i have travelled so far i dont wanna go back
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