Gemma Nolan

Sometimes I feel alive,
Sometimes I feel dead,
Sometimes my heart aches,
Sometimes it’s all in my head.
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I sit here thinking,
What a mess I’ve become,
Haunting memories,
Of the bad things I’ve done,
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I feel so depressed and all so alone,
So many thoughts in my head,
I’m telling you now I sometimes wish,
That I would actually wake up dead.
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I said I didn’t love you,
It seemed easier to lie,
The hardest thing of all,
Was telling you goodbye.
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I love you Grandad,
But now it’s time to say bye,
Please don’t forget me,
Once you’ve flown high.
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Three Years Have Now Passed,
Well What Can I Say?
I Still Sit Here Thinking;
Why Couldn't You Stay?
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Baby i love you,
More than words could say,
This bond we have between us,
Just gets stronger every day.
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I’m in love with a man,
So perfect is he,
Together forever,
Shall we be,
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You are the only man in my life,
That will have my love ‘til the end,
You are the only one I think of;
To be forever my friend,
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I know what you’re thinking,
And just how you feel,
You’re heart’s split in two,
The pain is so real.
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I feel like nobody needs me,
I feel like nobody cares,
I feel as though no-one would notice,
If one day I just wasn’t there.
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Tonight’s the night,
I said in my head,
I don’t care anymore,
I wish I was dead.
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