Freedom From Darkness

I'm trying not to love you,
I'm trying not to care,
I'm trying not to live my life,
Wishing you were there
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You were a fantasy.
Then a dream come true,
a dream i though that would never end.
We were like sisters.
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The shouts the screams.
The silence the names.
The way they use us.
I can't take this anymore.
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You said those words
so easily.
You let me think
you cared.
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Fall in love or fall in hate.
Get inspired or be depressed.
Ace a test or flunk a class.
Make babies or make art.
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What is hope?
Hope is everything,
Without it we have nothing,
life is meaningless.
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A locked door,
A rusty razor,
A towel stained with red.
Tears roll down my cheeks as I wait alone,
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She paints a pretty picture
but the story has a twist.
her paint brush is a razor
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They taunted me every day
called me names, threw stones at me,
and kicked me.
But I held my head high
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His heart longs for hers,
His soul dies for hers,
His eyes cry for her,
His empty arms reach out.
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As the knife plunges again
the pain is extreme and sharper this time.
Twisted clockwise
I shut my eyes trying not to show my pain.
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We always wonder,
We always worry,
and dream about our ending.
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This has limited me.
Limited my thoughts
To a certain line.
I fight this line.
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