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The story of my life
Is more then I like to share
So many secrets
It may look like I don’t care
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2.

Help me please I need it I am hurting quite a bit.
My broken heart is crying my wounded soul is dieing.
Razor blade it chases me, it will not let me be.
He tells me I’m not worth a thing with an evil ring.
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Oh sweet shiny razor blade with u my pain begins to fade
I love to feel your cold sharp edge on which my life does wedge
Oh to feel u on my skin can’t wait for u to begin
On you I so much rely I hold u tight when I cry
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What do you do when it all feels so strange?
Growing up so soon and fast in this world to change
I am not a child any more way beyond that now
Feeling like an adult but I am not quite somehow
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A wounded heart a broken soul
what do u do to fill that hole
Do u cover and hide
Or open your life wide
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6.

You stood for all evil and all things wrong
You haunted a terrorized us for so long
Your voice was full of anger it put fear inside
A fear which spread to my bones deep and wide
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The thousand miles between us
Have lost there surging power
Your smile has reached me
And made my heart to flower
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could die I could live a lie
As I am right now
I give up but I can’t
I go on somehow
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My heart will not fit into words
No words can hold my adoration
You’re my wonder in another place
Not the phantom of my imagination
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Dad if only you could see
What you have done to me
Why have you done it all?
Why did you let me fall?
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Daddy i'm a fox
An daddy I am free
Can’t put me in a box
Cos daddy that’s not me
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never give up
never look down
hold on to hope
or you may drown
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When I am all broken and theirs nothing left of me
Will u cry when I have died?
Or will you rejoice at my loss
Will u see that I have lied?
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Babii you read my mind
You look and you find
You read it like you read a book
All you do is take a look
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I only realized how much I love you
It pains my heart to know I left you
When you said you love me
Tears rolled down my cheek
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A heart turned dark
A life gone black
Lost the light
Can’t go back
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This world sucks I want to die, it is easier than to fly.
The pain is great, myself I hate.
I can’t stand another day; I can’t live life this way.
Something needs to happen now, I don’t know how.
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Did I ever tell you how much you mean to me?
Cos I doubt I ever have you see
I have come to discover you hold a lot
Of me in your arms, it would be wrong not
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19.

A cry from the heart is cried to be heard
Like a shooting star is meant to be seen
Tears rolling down are to be wiped away
As many things in life should have been
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if i could just reach into my heart
and find something to say how great thou art

if my love could cover thou cursing pain
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foxy babii Biography

yes i love poetry an poetry is my life its wat i think an who i am i live with my pen in hand i started to write when i was bout 13 but got more into it when i was 14 as that was the first year i went to scool, annd that was hard that accounts for all my bad an suicidel poems but since then i hav come far an now write both good and bad and have my life on track if you ask why i have alot of poems to my dad thats becos i hav had many troubles with him an for a time he didnt want to see me yea that hurt i shall ever continue to write poetry and hope one dai it takes me somewhere in life.... if you have any questions just send me a message cya all luv foxiibabii)

The Best Poem Of foxy babii

A Life

The story of my life
Is more then I like to share
So many secrets
It may look like I don’t care

But the truth is
That I do
Some say I am selfish
But I don’t think that is true

When I was young
I began to break
The divorce of my parents
Was more then I could take

They both soon moved on
My life went down from there
My sibling went from two
To more then I can bear

I cried before my dads wedding
I cried before my mothers
I just could not take
My parents marrying others

My mother’s choice of man
Was one of the worse
Along came with him
A life of fear, pain an curse

My heart closed
From the pain and the fear
I became quite sick
Could barely shed a tear

I began to see myself
In a different way
To the point I couldn’t
Bare to live another day

Weakness overtook
My small world scary and bleak
I did not eat
Of this to no one did I speak

I resorted to moving to
Dads to see what I could gain
But in all this moving
I only found more pain

Here there were wonders
A place of many dreams
But sadly I began
Breaking at the seams

At dads there was no comfort
I was still enveloped in sadness
And in all my confusion
I said yes to darkness

I turned kind of emo
And tried all sorts of things
No one knew that much
Except from my few talkings

Then my step dad died
After a year of pain
Then I got so angry
I cried all over again

I started eating
I had no choice
Because I got problems
And often lost my voice

People tried to help me
And quite often they did
But I was in too deep
Who was I trying to kid

I broke many hearts
And hurt quite a lot
Yet still they stuck by me
Leave well they did not

Few did understand
The cloud that filled my head
Even harder why I
Wished to be dead

Twice I did try to die
And fail both times
Then I turned my life
Into a book of rhymes

I became happy for a while
And joy had filled my life
I gave up the habit
Of cutting with my knife

My smile I always have across
My face whether happy or sad
Finally became real
And things didn’t seem so bad

I still am sort of happy
But seem to be slipping
The cloud is closing in
And my world might be darkening

I will get out
But only time will see
How long before
My mind will be free
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foxy babii Comments

Corey Turnbull 25 July 2008

hayy foxii, how r u bubz? he he i gots my poem profile up :) iv been reading some of your's an they r awsum hun, love you x x x

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Leah Dsouza 17 January 2008

A really good piece! ! A pleasure to read yours and thanks for your comments.. HUGS AND KISSES LEAH

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