Fading Heart

Writing this words brings smile to my heart
Before i meet you i was alone but willing
I my wildest dream you would
take me in when it was chilling
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The lier does not sing
The lier awaits hes target
The target is set on me
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you said you would be there

i dont under stand
i am here alone
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The eye in which i can not see
Hidden Beware
The bad side of me
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alone is not sad
alone is not upset
alone is alone
but alone is not black
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This is what i want to do
this makes me happy
in so many ways
but you are going to take this
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In my ear
A gently sound
I can hear
When your around
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The trolley passed me on the train with refreshments on it.
The ride was not yet over
But i felt as if it has been months
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Life is the long line of up and down side to side action experience and emotion.Surround the line is only by fear of ocean.Leave me be you can not change me with you evilly making a potion.To change is to leave myself.To gain another in itself.There will no longers be me.

The longer this takes the long my mind feels like it is goes to remember me.Me.I used to be me.Myself.Not alone not having no one call my phone.
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Wishing you were free
Wishing going wherever you see
Wishing life isnt plain
Wishing you have no pain
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Please dont lie to me when you say i love you
Please dont lie to me when you say i miss you too
Please dont lie to me when you say dont go
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I am lily
I am 43 years old
I have no friends
But someone visits me
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I am breath too but i am not a annoying
You breath
Why is it different when i breath
Did i upset you
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Do not dare think that your lips can say jealous is a curse but a pain in the tummy is worse.
That is a evil line of hell

Please do not think there are two people in the family and two are visitors.If you chose one to be your favourite.Emotions will rise.
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Meet you at the cafe
Dont stop till you get there

Waiting Waiting
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The typing of this poem was not rushed
It was 9: 51 on my laptop
The words in this poem are not the normal
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In the life time of your on you will find
A person A boy A girl A friend
A girl in my case that is nice and kind
A girl that did not mind if i was different
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Fallen
Taking time
I borrow it
Let me borrow
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Blissing the winds
The kissing of things

Aborted trials of my fair dear pen
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