Everlasting Nightmare

I sit in the corner,
depression im bleeding.
I sit in the corner,
barely breathing.
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Hate is a poison,
a disease with no cure.
It has a reason,
but leaves us unpure.
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Frozen in fear,
a dark figure ahead.
No one could hear,
her scream as she bled.
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I walk down the halls,
smiles and lockers.
I look at them all,
it would shock her.
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Empty inside,
is all I feel.
I try to hide,
how can this be real.
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She gives him her all,
her heart, her world.
To take the fall,
her feeling hurled.
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Embarassed of the past,
not being good enough.
Will this last?
This fight is tough.
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Yells and screams,
echo through my head.
It always seems,
you wish I was dead.
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Sitting at home,
another long night.
Still all alone,
it doesn't feel right.
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Tears trickle down my face.
I cry when I realize,
they do not have a place.
Why survive?
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No more games,
or melting into fantasies.
Just the shame,
our childhood drowns in seas.
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Apparently im mental,
if I cut or am depressed.
Don't give me a label,
you just can't see the rest.
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Her hand shook,
as she held the gun to her head.
An open book.
Who would care if she was dead?
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Long nights I sit.
I stare at space.
Another slit,
every day.
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