Eudora M.A.S.S.A.

Note:
'Chocolate Milk' is a nickname

I love when you call me hun
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I hate to say I miss you
Because that means you're gone.

I hate to say I'm sorry
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I wish my heart was made of stone
I wish I was cold
So I wouldn't have to feel alone.
You keep destroying me inside
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Lost with the music
Cuz I cant find a cure
Love, lies, and jealousy
Were never in my world
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I want you to hug me
And never let go
I love you so much
More than you could ever know
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Why deny the feeling?
Why deny the pain?
Why deny the sickness,
Locked up in your brain?
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Have you ever felt like
All you had was gone?
That your heart was broken,
And you couldn't go on?
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I'm sorry
It had to be me it had to be you
I'm sorry
It's something I swore I'd never do
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Have you ever felt so down,
That you thought for sure you’ll die?
Did you ever laugh so hard
And suddenly began to cry?
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Forget the words…forget the rhyme…
I will always love you…’til the end of time.
As large as the earth…as wide as the skies
And what’s in between…’til the end of time.
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This is a movie scene,
A scene of my dead life,
Where the victim is me,
Being chased by the knife.
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I love you
I know you love me too
You never said the words
I just know you do.
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I dedicate this poem to the victims of sexual abuse.
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*: •....Because everything you do
.•: * Makes me smile
*: •....Because every second I spend with you
.•: * Is worthwhile
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You're not alone
Especially if you think you are,
I've been there for you
All you had to do was see.
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I'm wandering into nothingness thinking of you
Trying to convince myself that I'm not missing you
I'm trying to forget the things you've said
But your words still haunt my head
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I understand the feelings so well
As I have felt them before
And now reminiscing
Has left me in pain once more
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Can you hear it in my voice?
I never had the choice
It is so obvious but you don't even know...
I thought I made it clear
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I thought I saw you stare
But now I know it's me
Somehow I thought you'd care
That you would always be...
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Although the sun sets everyday
I think of you always
And with each ray that disappears
I thank God for you being here
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