Esther Rowe

Dear Unborn son,

I will love you endlessly and death shall never do us part. I will cherish you like a zillion dollar diamond pearls entwind with millon dollar silver, i will cherish you like my soul. I'm not going to promise you a gold spoon in your mouth but i'm going to promise you a bronze, i'm not going to promise you a nuclear family because men come and go but even if he leaves i'll be both your mother and father and give you that extra love. I'll be your daddy & mommy be at every football, basketball, baseball or music practice. I'll support your every choice and guide you from danger and keep you safe, i'll leave you to fight your own battles so you can learn, i'll never spoil you because a boy needs to fall and grow with a little dirt. Dear unborn son, I'll be your today, your tomorrow, your yesterday and mother and if your daddy rejects you i'll play his role, buy you the things i never had and assure you that i'll be there for you through out thick and thin. Unborn son i'll love you like i've never loved another.
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I proudly wear the crown on my head.
I proudly wear my name which outstandingly means 'Star'.
A Queen i am. I respect myself so if you cannot respect me your useless.
Esther....Jovial, energetic, friendly, helpful, understanding responsible, Elegant,
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She sat there with tears flowing down her face.
She prayed for someone who would love her for who she is.
She smiled at a friend, she laughed at a joke, she made others laugh, But inside she was tearing apart.
With faith she hoped for better, for someone to rescue her from her pain and her hurt.
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I know you didnt expect me to do this
but i cant take it any longer!
Its too much to bare!
And now i really dont want to care!
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Now i'm stucked between love, friendship and conscience!
How could this happen to me, why me?
I told him i'd never leave, and i told her i'd never let
a guy come between us! Now i'm stucked with my conscience.!
Its killing me, its over powering my heart and mind!
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I screamed for his help, i begged him i layed on my bed i went in tears, i yelled i did everything but yet he didnt answer i was confident i was full of faith but no he didnt answer me.
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I wonder if you feel the same way i do. I wonder if you cry each night like i do.
I wonder if you feel the pain that i do. I wonder if u reminisce on things
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Beyond my flaws you looked, Beyond my failure's you stared, You saw my every achievement. You stared into my eye's and my soul you captured. In
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I thought you loved me.
I fought the tears.
I saved the yells.
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