ESPN CHICK Poems

Can you see all the pain inside of me
All the pain that I've hidden
Can you see the broken smile that lye's on my face
Are you seeing that its not real
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I'm standing here in over my head
Wondering and waiting if he will ever come back
Hoping and praying that he will
Months has gone by and I still can't get him off my mind
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Grew up without a father in my life.
15 years passed me by having a grandpa that truly cared.
Took me anywhere I wanted to go.
Teaching me from right and wrong, when mom was at work.
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I want someone to be by my side
Someone who will catch me when I fall
And someone who will take this pain away
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I know a girl who hates her life
Who wishes she was dead
Everyday she cuts wanting to die
Wanting every thing to go away
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I don't ever want this day to end
When I'm with you my whole world
stops spinning
I don't ever want to let you go
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I'm holding these tears behind my eyes
And I can't sleep at all
I don't know what to do I'm confused
I've been up all night restless as can be
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Packing my bags this time, taking a brand new step into a whole new world.
On my own for once, it sure is lovely, but things are not the same like they were.
When your on your own there's more responsibilities so you can't really have a life
This life In a whole new world is not all that great.
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I hope you think of me when your asleep in bed
When you were with me you had everything
Hope the rain doesn't ruin your parade
Sitting here watching the time fly by with my new guy
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I'm thinking of a way to tell you this
But it's not working so well
Its only a couple of simple words
All I want to say is that I'm incomplete without you
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