ESPN CHICK Poems

Pain took everything I had away
Took my hope and stole my dreams
Making me think I could never become anything
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I'm gonna let the tears fall
Fall where everyone can see
See the pain and the sorrow
Thats inside of me
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March 30 and April 10 2008

You never knew that I was hiding all the pain inside myself
Thought it was obvious but I guess I was wrong
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There is thoughts on my mind that won't go away
They linger in my mind each and everyday
I have this pain bottle up inside
And its killing me
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Tears falling down my face
I wonder what am I gonna do
This pain is killing me slowly but surly
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Can't believe your still on my mind
It's killing me inside that I still feel this way
I wish you did know how I felt
But I just can't get the courage to tell you
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They are caught up on themselves
They don't see the broken nor the bruised
It doesn't matter if your dying they won't care
You're shattered like broken glass
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All my life I've walked down this pathway all alone
Facing all my fears and trying to survive
Wondering will it ever be my turn to shine
Cause all my life I've wanted to be something more than this
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On the inside I'm torn apart
Broken into pieces
That's who I am
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The turkey is cooking in the oven
As the family gathers around the table to pray
It's Christmas day and all they can do is cry
The first Christmas without her
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