Enrico Orbita

I do not know how I became.
I do not know what is my name.
I only know that I am here.
And why that is, is what I fear.
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It began with a thump in my chest,
and a feeling I had thought was the best,
but when the Lord gave a test, I escaped
to a world where a pad and a pen were my friends,
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In a world of twisted smiles,
many thousands kill the dream.
They would sink the tiny isles,
of this world that we've kept clean.
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Sick of being second.
Second place,
Second rate,
Second pick.
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They sit and watch and wonder why
I will not ever close my eyes
And pause the world to rest a while
To liven up my tired smile
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Kill me now you cruel vixen!
Take my life, but not my heart
Never again shall you twist my love
And dance upon my heartstrings
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I look at my mortality,
and that of all that is.
From the children playing happily,
to the ocean's deep abyss.
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Oh star my bright!
I fear the night,
that hollow place within.
And in my mind,
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As the mist begins to clear,
I find so do my thoughts,
As in the night I sit here,
In this place where life is not.
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Through hell and back,
In darkest black,
In endless night,
You are my light,
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One day I sailed,
my ship out to sea,
I went for the want,
to fish and be free.
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'Twas long ago an angel fell,
and cast aside that darkened Hell,
in which my mind was ever wrought,
and left my soul with something.
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