emergingfrom thedark

Betrayal may be so much less than most think.
It's not an action; but a passive void;
a lack of things anticipated and yearned for.
Such an empty feeling; suspicions of thoughts left un-relayed;
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Dear World:
I want to hold you tight; to envelop you
in my embrace, and make you believe
that I can handle this all.
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After taking the cup of tomato soup,
she gave thanks (for they requested this,)
and thought,
I'll eat this, but not
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You chew 'em up and spit 'em out
don't give a second thought to their feelings; you're the queen.
It's ALWAYS the nice ones that fall for you;
always the ones with perfect, gorgeous souls for you to ruin.
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Words come easier when premeditated.
These are mine.
Though I know not what to say; to do; to think...
I know what I know.
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I
forget to separate
the truths about me
from the fallacies
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O, to know the end of loneliness
to be able to disregard all the scars
left by those who knew nothing of love
but who fooled us into thinking that, maybe,
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The world does weigh me down.

If only I could find that one other soul
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Rain makes trails on the windshield
like the tears pouring down her face
hands grasp the steering wheel
but she does anything but steer.
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Inside a withered, tethered, broken soul: there lies a flame.
Mine is dim, but gath'ring energy;
heat and light brough forth from the combustion of
my failed hopes; my dreams crumbling into the ashes
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The sun is a sphere
of plasmatic fire:
bubbling; boiling; threatening to scorch
anything
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I ramble.
I figure it might be the only way to ever
get some half-truths out.
'Cause I don't know anymore,
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Once Was a long time ago,
When hatred was unimaginable
And blood thirst, a monstrosity.
Now I see the fallacies of yesteryear;
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I am vunerable;
helpless;
trusting, despite circumstances;
caring, yearning for the well-being of others...
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I slouch by the once vivid, now dying fire
watching the scarce embers glow,
remembering all of your sonnets to me
spoken in sweet voices, slow.
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I am without control; Without intention; Without compassion.
I do not see the human beings around me
As worthy of respect; of love; of help.
Yet I really do…
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Your words constrict my heart.
You’ve trick-roped me into emotional attachment;
You pull harder and the pain is exquisite.
To be apart is to be repeatedly massacred;
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That smile you give; inviting me in
As if I could come to you, without or within…
Nothing stands now in our way;
No boundaries, no society… There’s
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Dishonesty
has lost its novelty
and with it, so have you.
How does one express
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I am mystified.
Stupefied, and
d*** those starry eyes of yours
always groping at my heart
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