Elena V. Moonray

'Be like water, my friend, be like water,
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You spit in my face
I spit in your soul
You pushed me off the stairs
I pushed you off the cliff
...

Hey, give me your paw, so I would have good luck!
I have not seen a paw like that for ages
Lets sit together quietly and bark,
Bark at the moon at stillness of the night
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The way it started
it could have
easily become
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I had a strange dream this night
That I cut off my finger
And was running around
Looking for a hospital
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I am afraid of thunderstorms and can’t look at the lightening
And am avoiding being in thunderstorms all my life
And hide under the table when it catches me off guard
So that I won’t see all these scary blue lights
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My heart is broken
But I am alive
And I intend to continue
Remaining this way
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I am cool if you don’t love me,
I am good if you don’t smile to me,
It is even OK not to adore me
But I can't take it
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I am a little wildflower...
I will strike you
with my fragility
I will touch you
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The guy
who told me
he did not
want
...

Today
I thanked
myself
for being
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This city is full of strangers -
About seven million or so,
Not even including tourists...
They come and go freely
...

I know you are making
Your way to me
Through the subway
Through the phone line
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I am looking for guidance
Looking for guidance
Asking the moon,
Looking at the stars,
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I got pregnant
From your words.
I was pregnant
With your thoughts.
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The topic is exhausted,
And so am I.
All I want now
Is a good rest.
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I woke up
from a fresh smell of
flowers
that you brought
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Among all worlds, among all shiny stars
I keep repeating the name of one star only...
And this is not because I am in love with her
It's just because I feel with others lonely.
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More tender than tenderness
Is your face,
Whiter than white
Is your hand,
...

The inexplicit sadness suddenly
has opened its huge sleepy eyes...
a flower vase woke up....and twice
spilt over all its crystal, utterly
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