Douglas McAntagart

Looking through torrent eyes,
Darkness all around,
Lightning breaks the horizon,
Of what yet unfound.
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Death to me
I’m the deceiver
Death to me
Without reason
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the silence so loud
deaf to my ears
the night so dark
blinding to my eyes
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ripped form slumber
dragged to screams
reality falling all around
in my quest for dreams
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So little, so dear
tiny questionning, searching eyes
so little, so dear
quivering limbs, searching hands
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Traveling through these alleys of pain,
Beaten at every corner.
Traveling through these streets of shame,
Crawling at the answer.
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Through my years of tears,
angel wings turn to demon sins.
angelic white,
shattered to darkest night.
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What is left
What is right
Words of my stupid plight
Follow light
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Welcome to life
What are you thinking
What do you feel
What do you see
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Madness screams through my soul
I’ve lost it, out of control
Waves of macabre and death
Have I lost it or just forgotten about the earth?
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I wish I had a brain
That would be a start
I wish I had more feelings
To feel my beating heart
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I hate you
I despise you
Your drunken visions of friendship
Destroyed by your sobriety
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head of puzzles and mazes
time tipped me, your crazy
vicious and cunning
loving and caring
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Destroyed again
Destroyed in vain

Will I ever learn
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