Diana Americano

i feel the pain
i see the pain
i want to be strong
i want to be brave
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A message with a link
To a memory never forgotten
The same images
From years ago
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leaves change color
the cool breeze flies
the song of the leaves roars
rustles and bustles in the brush
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Please sir be assured
there is no cure
no cure for my insanity
no cure for my fear
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I'm the girl, who hides behind a smile everyday.
I'm the girl, who has a tough exterior.
But that's not who I really am.
I'm the girl, who has a lot of problems,
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as i sit
my mind slips
i hear a ping
and feel like i could sing
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in the sea
i can no longer see
the you i thought i knew
we fade away
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sitting in class
hoping for time to pass
quickly Time please
just pass by!
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she screams
she pleads
she cries
and starts to die
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it's dark and cold
a story never told
silent and secret
senses deepened
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all i ever do is cry
why cant i just die?
everyday is the same
only heartbreak in sight
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feeling so numb
so lost
so sad
but nobody cares
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my mind is an unstable place
It's as if i have monsters ready for a chase
They speak to me hungry for my pain
They wait for me to cry for i have nothing to gain nothing to lose
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I hear the voices
I hear the noises
but only one stands out
only one that is distinct
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It speaks
it wakes
follows my every move
never leaves my side
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i wont cry
i have to try
no more tears
hide my fears
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i am spiraling down
beginning to drown
screaming until his ears bleed
why cant he see
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they smile and laugh
while i am behind closed blinds
they can't see me
can't hear me
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it flies though trees
and makes them sing
moves the sea with a wonderful beat
it's here and there
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Sweet sweet Rain
you remove my pain
you are my friend
one who hides my sham
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