Diamond Faith

FOR ONCE I am not blue
for once I do not have to worry about you
for once I do not quiver at your name
for once I have my own happiness to gain
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I'm sorry I called you a
worthless disgrace
I'm sorry I never listened to you cry at night
I'm sorry I put you in darkness
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I am not a child not an adult
I show no love to disrupt
-this is the changed me cant you see-
there is no fake smile on my face
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Inside do you see the pain]
Inside do feel feel my anger
Inside are you calling my name
Inside is this just a game
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