Dead Inside

Alone I am at night,  
Alone I ask to end this life,  
Alone I am, Alone I shall stay,  
Alone I live, Alone I am in endless strife,  
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The once bright young flower
Now dull and blackened
For never shown' sight of light
Has dropped its last petal
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He might still love you,
He probably does,
He doesn’t know what he wants,
He still thinks about you all the time,
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Hiding every were I go
Hopping no one knows
Hopping it does not show
Hiding every were I go
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A girl tired of being a friend without a friend
started to cut and started to shut up
she stopped smiling
and she stopped laughing
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The moment when you realize how alone you actually are.
No one ever messages you first
Or texts you first.
It gets to the point where you don’t want to put in the effort
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I'm dead but alive
No one can help me
I'm sick of this pathetic thing called life
It's all based on a horrible big lie
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He was the best thing in my life
I never thought I could have him
He was the only one to make me smile
And laugh just a little to hard
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Tip tap tip tap tip tap
That's what you herd in the bath
Slowly I got paler
Yet you didn't care
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My favorite kind of friendship
One where there’s a mutual understanding
The fact that we both have our own lives
We won’t be able to talk or hang out all the time
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Go to sleep and close your eyes
Dream of a broken dragonfly
One the tore its wings on a thorn
You have known the pain it has borne.
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My stomach muscles are growing stronger day to day
Cold showers take my balled up pain away
I walk around with a smile on my face
So please dear reader turn my page
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i smile when i see your face
yet u get up and walk away
i tell u i need you
yet you say its not true
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lost
lost among your love
lost in hate and sin
lost in this stupid hug
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