Cynnd Rose

The stare that lingers on
The eyes that never stopped blinking in my still impression of you
the lips that with every tender touch bounced like the waters of my mind
glistening! pink, bright lips...
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You see a sunset
But I see another day wasted

You see miles running far away from you
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I ponder about the woman now lying in a cheap wooden box, how she used to talk about her existence and how ready she was to “fly away.”
“With Jesus in heaven” She used to smile and say.

But now is Jesus really there for her?
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Every door you open, and beer you drink. I fall more deep in like with you. I can't stand the facts. I'm sensitive to what you feel.

I woke up this morning and I realized I had dreamed of you. I dreamed of you... and you were chasing me around like a puppy dog. We were laughing and you couldn't stop staring at me with that content expression.
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without you my life is meaning less
meaning something nonetheless

this kisses I shared could have been better with any other man
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What is my body earthly good for?

When inside there's a soul aching to be loose from it
To explore all the nurturing lands and forbidden seas
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There.

On some branches,
I see myself looking across skies.
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I am Tired...

Of The maniac you thrust into me,
and I never let heave
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I should not have
spent so much time
'Cause now you think
I love you
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I touch the words you spread into the air,
and I know baby, I couldn't ever stick to you

I won't accept the yearning you have. -I'm dreaming of the solitary life,
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In a hardly long sunrise
my heart began its quest through the soft White Mountains
My heart is near, but my body has slept there
Over night
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I’ve never needed more direction than tonight
I've never been weakened to the pulp
to actually give up the fight
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I've spent some time alone
And I can finally drink
on my own
My delights and my sorrows
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The gentleman I've been spending time with
Has my future set He wants me even with all this hate and regret

A paved road set in front of me
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You can shame her as you please
Rip clothes off her back to sell
change her face to another spine, or none at all
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I don't know you much but

is your heart like a frustrated dog with slime inching to the ground from his lip?
Am I just at witts end with roaming the city with my head sunken to the sidewalk?
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Created by the strike of light creeping in from the blinds
Its you who keeps me profusely smoking in the peek of night
I thought I couldn't stand up to you
You told me I couldn't
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So,
it is you who drives me here
In a ride fueled by forbidden thoughts
Your arrogance is a mess
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I have some issues that I am seeping care intoo

I saw my friend in a dreadful place
A place I thought I’d be safe
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It’s paradise to breath
And it’s hell suffocating in it half assed
Still,
in your self imprisonment
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