Crystal Castro

I trusted you to help me.
Two innocent lives are at stake.
I trusted in you to shelter them,
From any of the wrongs that I make.
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Ever since we broke up
I never thought i would say
I still love him
Every single day
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she was such a great person
a person everyone could adore
nobody saw less of her
are never thought even more
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Sitting alone, again on the couch
With this pen and paper in hand.
Tons of memories, my mind keeps racing
Because lately, there are some things I dont understand.
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A little shy and timid,
When we first met eachother.
I started looking forward to each day coming.
My stomach even started to flutter.
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I thought he really love me
I thought our love for one another would never die
for all the times he's mean to me
it really makes me cry
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you say you have
a lot of hate or so you thought
so is this hate against
the three children in this world you have brought
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There was once this young girl,
With a heart so ready to love.
In her mind there was only,
One particular boy that she could think of.
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She is a lost soul,
With emotions flowing at a rapid pace.
Not understanding the reasons why,
The man she loves, thinks she is a disgrace.
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I sometimes wonder
Of why you chose me
what was so special
For you to give me your virginity
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when we first met
you were sixteen and I was fifteen
And at that given time
I had no idea you would mean so much to me
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your touch so gentle
your kiss so sweet
just us being together
makes my world feel complete
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Oh friend of mine
why did you have to go
I had written to you for so long
and I didn't even know
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he ignores in school
when I think everything is fine
But when everything goes wrong
I know again he will never be mine
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When I first found out
I was scared out of my mind
I wasn't sure what to think
And there wasn't too much time
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In his life
He had made many great achievements
He shared vows with a wonderful woman
And helped raise five beautiful children.
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The feeling of becoming breathless when you wrap me in your arms
Placing your soft hands around my waist
As you lean into my ear sweetly whispering ' I love you.'
Making me feel weak yet i know I'm safe with you
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Here I am as an infant
In nine-teen eighty three
So careless and free
Once a tiny baby
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'Always crying,
Though no one knows
Because all I have running through my mind is,
DADDY DON'T GO! '
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I don't know what to write you
Cause we've forever been torn apart
you messed up our lives so bad
I really don't know how to make this poem have a good start
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