Crystal Blanchette

Hidden beauty shining within,
Who's to say that she wants him?
Temptation knocks to break her away,
Yet she lives to see another day.
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'You're such a disappointment.'
'How can I ever trust you? '
'Why should I listen to you? '
'You're such a compulsive liar.'
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I tied the rope and set down the chair,
I finally give up, I finally don't care.

I've lost control, the pain's too much,
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I sit here in silence thinking of my fate, the quiet seeping through me making me ache.
I see the shiny grey sliver next to my bed, I wonder if tonight I'll end up dead.
I play with it turning it around in my palm, I slice at my skin and start to calm.
But he walks in with a smile on his face, I freak out and feel my heart race.
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“Are you okay? ”
Three simple words.
We get asked them almost everyday.
We always respond
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My thoughts are all twisted in a little web of lies, my mind playing tricks with all the devil's little spies.

My ideas are all warped, all thoughts of my death, my eyes filled with tears the sadness hasn't left.
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Your arms around me
Lifts me up
Takes me higher
Saves me.
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I am my own.
Nobody has the right to own me.
They can not tell me what to
-do
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I turn on water,
I make it boiling hot,
So that I feel it's sting.
I let it hold me,
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Sing me to sleep mommy,
Tuck me in dad,
Lay with me lover,
Take me away God.
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I feel like even though I shouldn’t have, I fell in love with you.

Because of your amazing
Smile
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