Crushed Bone

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Day and night, I cry for you...
I miss you...
But yet I can't see you...
I miss you, oh, I really miss you...
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A soul I am, wondering around in this place i'm in...

There are some things that I don't know...
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When I look at the sky,

(Day or Night) I think in my head and remembered everything that comes to my life...
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I'm breaking out with tears, as my heart aches and breaks...
What did I do wrong? ...
I ran from everyone as I breaked out with treas...
...Whats the point if everyone doesn't listen to me...
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I wanted to cry...
Cry hard...
Cry so my room can flood...
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I couldn't sleep, so I thought of saying this...

I do know that god knows all...and wonder if he forgives me? ...
I talked to him a little and wonder if he listins to me? ...
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It's already night and everyones asleep...
I'm in my room...
it's very dark and very cold...
I'm against a wall...sitting on the floor...
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1.SADNESS: Is everywhere I go, sadness is everything I do, sadness is in me...Pain is in my heart, pain is in the world, but pain is everywhere I see...You make me feel bad, you make me feel sad, I make myself feel bad, I make myself feel sad...Do I hate you or do I hate me, why can't you see...Im alone, im sad...Im so empty inside with no love in the world...What would it feel like if I was'nt born, what would it see like if I was'nt there...This world is a cruel cruel place to live in, but its still our home.


2.A BOY: I want a boy that will make me happy...I want a boy that will love me...I want a boy that won't cheat on me...I want a boy that will stay with me.
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Im sorry what I did,

Im sorry what I said,
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I didn't realize...
I didn't realize so many people care about me...
I didn't realize I made a friend feel regret...
I didn't realize I've made them worry and sad...
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A feather, a feather.
From a dieing bird.
It floats through the sky,
As the bird falls and dies.
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When I wake up and get ready for boring old school.
When I walk up the staris, I think your there watching, but your not there.
When the bell rings for lunch, I hope your there when I walk out of the door, but you didn't see.
When the bell finally rings for us to go home, I walk out to see you, but you were'nt there.
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I'm alone in the dark and light, my insides feel inside-out, my arms feels like noodles, my legs feels like falling off as I stand, my fingers feels like driply blood.
My eyes have water falling down like a waterfall, my lips are dryed as the desert, my ears feels like two needles on each side stabing my brain as they keep moving closer and closer.
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Day and night...
There's hidden tears...
From where I am...
To where I stand...
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